Saturday, September 28, 2002
hmmm...went to the sin seh at serangoon this afternoon. he told me that my thumb needs two weeks to recover. feel so handicap now. a bandage on my left hand an di can't remove it till monday when ir eturn to see him again. the doc actually asked me to try acupuncture but hehe...was not in a 'brave' mode.
well, after that iw ent for driving lesson.
ok, i've to say that i dun think i can pass. how can u pass when u're in the circuit when ur instructors' eyes are shut? moreover, i hate all the circuit stuff. i really dread driving u know. everytime i think of it, i juz feel like crying. ya, crying!
and everytime i've a test, something's bound to happen to me. how to pass?????
very frustrating. i' might juz call him 24hrs before myt est and tell him i'm not taking the test.
ok, i'm hopeless. just now in the car, i just stared the front screen and stepped on the accelerator. felt like ramming the car into kerb. with an injured left thumb, changing gear was certainly a chore.
you know i felt like last time when i dun score during exams. the worst part is i've put in all the effort but the results do not reflect my effort. actually all the way to uni it has been like that. i've always been contented that i can get Bs coz the As juz elude me.
i sound depressed huh. ya. all thanks to driving and my instructor has to tell me that he doesn't understnad why i can't pass when my driving's much better than his other students. haha....welcome to my world.
well, after that iw ent for driving lesson.
ok, i've to say that i dun think i can pass. how can u pass when u're in the circuit when ur instructors' eyes are shut? moreover, i hate all the circuit stuff. i really dread driving u know. everytime i think of it, i juz feel like crying. ya, crying!
and everytime i've a test, something's bound to happen to me. how to pass?????
very frustrating. i' might juz call him 24hrs before myt est and tell him i'm not taking the test.
ok, i'm hopeless. just now in the car, i just stared the front screen and stepped on the accelerator. felt like ramming the car into kerb. with an injured left thumb, changing gear was certainly a chore.
you know i felt like last time when i dun score during exams. the worst part is i've put in all the effort but the results do not reflect my effort. actually all the way to uni it has been like that. i've always been contented that i can get Bs coz the As juz elude me.
i sound depressed huh. ya. all thanks to driving and my instructor has to tell me that he doesn't understnad why i can't pass when my driving's much better than his other students. haha....welcome to my world.
