Sunday, September 08, 2002
yesterday night , met up with my primary sch mate and she's so lost. poor gal. she has no goals according to her. but i told her that's true to a certain extent. i said that she lacks in cultivating the quality of determination in her. she's afraid to fail, that was what she said.
i gave her some pointers and i hope she'll work on her flaws. it's ok to fail but most imptly, learn from it. also, never run away from pblms. i have to confess that sometimes when i'm so tired and stressed up, i've tht abt giving up. yes, giving up my dream, giving up everything and juz follow the crowd. but after that, i'llg et so disgusted with myself that i feel ashamed that i ever thought of giving up. how cna i do that???!!!!
hehe...then it's back to me in my normal mode. i'll strive for my dream. i'll make it come true. it's not easy but i stress again, no pain no gain and there aren't shortcuts in life. be diligent.
i really love my dream. now i'm interested in chocolate. so much abt chocolate..not the brands hor but the nature of chocolate. its qualities. never kenw that it's soooooo sensitive and delicate till i started working. now i'm happily reading abt chocolate fromt he web. really loving every second of my life.
i'm still contemplating whether i shd sleep now and wake up at 4am to watch my tennis. it's pete sampras and agassi! omg...i missed the semis between these two old timers last yr and this yr, it's the finals! but if iw atch right...i think i might not be able to make it home after work, least to say for tuition. sheesh...in a dilemma now.
ok, back to my chocolate site now. tata!
hey, lifted this quote from the site i'm surfing now
"In fumes of burning chocolate shall glow, And tremble at the sea that forths below." from "Rape of the Lock", Alexander Pope 1714
ermm...i think it's abt cooking chocolate.
i gave her some pointers and i hope she'll work on her flaws. it's ok to fail but most imptly, learn from it. also, never run away from pblms. i have to confess that sometimes when i'm so tired and stressed up, i've tht abt giving up. yes, giving up my dream, giving up everything and juz follow the crowd. but after that, i'llg et so disgusted with myself that i feel ashamed that i ever thought of giving up. how cna i do that???!!!!
hehe...then it's back to me in my normal mode. i'll strive for my dream. i'll make it come true. it's not easy but i stress again, no pain no gain and there aren't shortcuts in life. be diligent.
i really love my dream. now i'm interested in chocolate. so much abt chocolate..not the brands hor but the nature of chocolate. its qualities. never kenw that it's soooooo sensitive and delicate till i started working. now i'm happily reading abt chocolate fromt he web. really loving every second of my life.
i'm still contemplating whether i shd sleep now and wake up at 4am to watch my tennis. it's pete sampras and agassi! omg...i missed the semis between these two old timers last yr and this yr, it's the finals! but if iw atch right...i think i might not be able to make it home after work, least to say for tuition. sheesh...in a dilemma now.
ok, back to my chocolate site now. tata!
hey, lifted this quote from the site i'm surfing now
"In fumes of burning chocolate shall glow, And tremble at the sea that forths below." from "Rape of the Lock", Alexander Pope 1714
ermm...i think it's abt cooking chocolate.
