Thursday, October 31, 2002
as usual, i went to give tuition the whole day..exhausted mentally..thought that it's another uneventful day. but abt an hr ago, i checked my mail box and realized that my sec sch fren's father is down with kidney failure.
i tht her email was abt the confirmation of her wedding date and the venue but that was not all. my god...i was not even by her side when she broke down nites after nites. i enver bothered to email or call her or even sms her.
look how selfish i have been! and to think that i've been complaining on my blog all these while...sheesh...i hav ebeen too preoccupied with myself, too selfish. only tht abt my pblms. cutting myself off from the rest of the world!
i plead with u all, yes, i beg all of u to criticise me. to tell me off! i need these to improve myself! i dun wanna be too self-centred. i am willing to be criticised. if u want to be harsh, go ahead. i have flaws too. so i need to correct these flaws.
help me.
i tht her email was abt the confirmation of her wedding date and the venue but that was not all. my god...i was not even by her side when she broke down nites after nites. i enver bothered to email or call her or even sms her.
look how selfish i have been! and to think that i've been complaining on my blog all these while...sheesh...i hav ebeen too preoccupied with myself, too selfish. only tht abt my pblms. cutting myself off from the rest of the world!
i plead with u all, yes, i beg all of u to criticise me. to tell me off! i need these to improve myself! i dun wanna be too self-centred. i am willing to be criticised. if u want to be harsh, go ahead. i have flaws too. so i need to correct these flaws.
help me.
