Tuesday, January 21, 2003
i'm falling sick again but i've got tonnes of things to do. i reallyre gret telling pple that i wanna be a chef. i shd have kept my bloody mouth shut. why i'm in this state i really have to learn to shut up.
i dun regret my career choice. not at all! but i hate it when there're demends from others for me to do this and that. i woke up at 9.30am and didn't stop doing things since then. baked a butter cake and then made the pineapple tart dough. made triple the recipe i've and i'm falling sick. took flu medicine last night. didn't dare to take any medicine today.
i'm going out soon to get my insruance done, tog et a birthday present, to see the dentist. i think i've to bake the pineapple tarts tonight. i am drowsy right now.
it's so easy for others to ask u to bake this and that. to them, comsumption is so easy but for me, it's not hard at all when i'm ok. but when u've a schedule like mine....u really feel like throwing everything aside and running away from everything and every single person.
i'm upset coz nobody understands me. i'm upset when they open their big gaps to ask me to do this and that when i'm sick! i'm worried now coz i'm kinda weak. three weeks ago, i came down with flu and fever and three weeks later, i'm gonna fall sick again! this is not me. i fall sick only 3 times a yr, if not lesser.
empathise! dun u all know that!!!!
study so much but still fucking insensitive and inconsiderate!
i dun regret my career choice. not at all! but i hate it when there're demends from others for me to do this and that. i woke up at 9.30am and didn't stop doing things since then. baked a butter cake and then made the pineapple tart dough. made triple the recipe i've and i'm falling sick. took flu medicine last night. didn't dare to take any medicine today.
i'm going out soon to get my insruance done, tog et a birthday present, to see the dentist. i think i've to bake the pineapple tarts tonight. i am drowsy right now.
it's so easy for others to ask u to bake this and that. to them, comsumption is so easy but for me, it's not hard at all when i'm ok. but when u've a schedule like mine....u really feel like throwing everything aside and running away from everything and every single person.
i'm upset coz nobody understands me. i'm upset when they open their big gaps to ask me to do this and that when i'm sick! i'm worried now coz i'm kinda weak. three weeks ago, i came down with flu and fever and three weeks later, i'm gonna fall sick again! this is not me. i fall sick only 3 times a yr, if not lesser.
empathise! dun u all know that!!!!
study so much but still fucking insensitive and inconsiderate!
