Tuesday, July 15, 2003
i've been playing tennis since i came back. am completely exhausted not becoz of tennis but going out n meeting up with frens.
met up with my sec sch mates just now. realized how distant we've become. maybe its me. i feel that there's a gap between them n me. but so far, i've not felt like that with my primary sch mates n some of my other pals. it's weird. or is it becoz i'm so tired that i find it hard to engage myself in the conversations?
however, i must say that the last few days have been the best days in my life. feel so pampered at home that i actually feel like going back to sydney to "suffer". i know it's bizarre but i enjoy being independent. need to grow up more.
tmrw i'll be cooking for a few frens of mine. gotta show off abit right....hahaha.
well, i'll b spending time with my family from tmrw onwards. btw, i'll be leaving on saturday. it's been confirmed.
met up with my sec sch mates just now. realized how distant we've become. maybe its me. i feel that there's a gap between them n me. but so far, i've not felt like that with my primary sch mates n some of my other pals. it's weird. or is it becoz i'm so tired that i find it hard to engage myself in the conversations?
however, i must say that the last few days have been the best days in my life. feel so pampered at home that i actually feel like going back to sydney to "suffer". i know it's bizarre but i enjoy being independent. need to grow up more.
tmrw i'll be cooking for a few frens of mine. gotta show off abit right....hahaha.
well, i'll b spending time with my family from tmrw onwards. btw, i'll be leaving on saturday. it's been confirmed.