Thursday, October 09, 2003
i'm in melbourne now. supposed to be happy but i just lost my mobile an hr ago. i hope i dropped it in the tour bus n that the bus driver will return to the office tonite.
very sad. i've lost my wallet, two phone cards n now my mobile's gone too. i really dun understand watz happening to me. i can't accept all these losses. it breaks my heart whenever i lose sthg.
my frens have gone to the factory outlets. they wanted to follow me ard to look for my wallet. hello, i'll tell ya the truth. i've no hope at all in finding it. the last time i lost my wallet, it was found but lost again. i'm really very pissed with myself. why??? why me???
i dun feel like staying here anymore. i wanna go back HOME. not even to sydney. at the rate i'm losing stuff, it's just unbelieveable.
i know u all must be thinking, laurel, why r u so careless? laurel didn't want such things to happen. laurel didn't go out with the intention of losing her stuff. laurel is done with down under. why must this happen to me 10 days before i leave for singapore????? why???????????????
i feel like crying. i dunno wat to do.i worked so hard for my dream. i loved every min of my work. i think i paid a high price for my dream. talk abt obstacles. will u consider this an obstacle? dun get me wrong. i'm not giving up.
down under no more!
very sad. i've lost my wallet, two phone cards n now my mobile's gone too. i really dun understand watz happening to me. i can't accept all these losses. it breaks my heart whenever i lose sthg.
my frens have gone to the factory outlets. they wanted to follow me ard to look for my wallet. hello, i'll tell ya the truth. i've no hope at all in finding it. the last time i lost my wallet, it was found but lost again. i'm really very pissed with myself. why??? why me???
i dun feel like staying here anymore. i wanna go back HOME. not even to sydney. at the rate i'm losing stuff, it's just unbelieveable.
i know u all must be thinking, laurel, why r u so careless? laurel didn't want such things to happen. laurel didn't go out with the intention of losing her stuff. laurel is done with down under. why must this happen to me 10 days before i leave for singapore????? why???????????????
i feel like crying. i dunno wat to do.i worked so hard for my dream. i loved every min of my work. i think i paid a high price for my dream. talk abt obstacles. will u consider this an obstacle? dun get me wrong. i'm not giving up.
down under no more!
