Sunday, November 07, 2004
i've a terrible sore throat right now. can feel that it's swollen n i think it's damn red inside. i've seen the doc but the medication doesn't seem to work at all. has yet to complete the course but i really hope this will end soon. my thrroat's hurting like shit now.e ven swallowing my saliva is such a chore.
i'm not at all happyw ith my life right now. i'm not satisfied with my job at all. i feel like quitting right now! it's horrible. no motivation on my part. dunno why i'm slogging so hard when i'm not even learning. ic an't quit now coz i feel bad jsut leaving my colleagues in the lurch. they're really short handed. i'm just like stuck between nowhere. i dunw anna sabo anyone. it's not right. i beleive in retribution.
pathetic right? sick plus miserable plus a lack of tennis games....arghhhhhhhhhh. my head's gonna burst!!!! i'm exhausted. work hard for nothing! FUCK!
i'm not at all happyw ith my life right now. i'm not satisfied with my job at all. i feel like quitting right now! it's horrible. no motivation on my part. dunno why i'm slogging so hard when i'm not even learning. ic an't quit now coz i feel bad jsut leaving my colleagues in the lurch. they're really short handed. i'm just like stuck between nowhere. i dunw anna sabo anyone. it's not right. i beleive in retribution.
pathetic right? sick plus miserable plus a lack of tennis games....arghhhhhhhhhh. my head's gonna burst!!!! i'm exhausted. work hard for nothing! FUCK!
