Friday, December 10, 2004
1500 log cakes but we've made only abt 200. deadline: next week. on top of that, we've cake orders, the buffets at raffles will have log cakes up next week. then there's the fruit cakes, puddings, mince pies....wow...everyday i work from 7am to 8.30pm. tired. exhausted.
made so many fruit cakes n log cakes that i woke up with a stiff neck this morning. u see, i must bend my waist to reach out to the mousse n batter. i dun like christmas.
i have to confess that i went through some depression lately not becoz of the workload but the new tasks delegated to me at ah teng. was so frustrated that i wanted to resign on monday. didn't spk to anyone. then one of my colleague spoke to me after work n this ex-colleague came back to leasrn that iw as in a damn bad mood. so she "counselled" me too. when ir evealed to her my frustration, my bitterness, anger....she told me to turn the bad into good. also, i was advised not to think so much. now i go to work with the aim of jsut working n working. of course, i must be myself too. the cheerful, free spirit me cannot desert me. i msut ssay that it was a good idea so these days i dun feel that bad. i'm really thankful to ahve colleagues who're concerned abt me. but ialso dun wanna work for the sake of returning them my gratitude. it's not right lah. i msut work for myself.
basically i'm getting on. but i need a break. a good break after this season.
made so many fruit cakes n log cakes that i woke up with a stiff neck this morning. u see, i must bend my waist to reach out to the mousse n batter. i dun like christmas.
i have to confess that i went through some depression lately not becoz of the workload but the new tasks delegated to me at ah teng. was so frustrated that i wanted to resign on monday. didn't spk to anyone. then one of my colleague spoke to me after work n this ex-colleague came back to leasrn that iw as in a damn bad mood. so she "counselled" me too. when ir evealed to her my frustration, my bitterness, anger....she told me to turn the bad into good. also, i was advised not to think so much. now i go to work with the aim of jsut working n working. of course, i must be myself too. the cheerful, free spirit me cannot desert me. i msut ssay that it was a good idea so these days i dun feel that bad. i'm really thankful to ahve colleagues who're concerned abt me. but ialso dun wanna work for the sake of returning them my gratitude. it's not right lah. i msut work for myself.
basically i'm getting on. but i need a break. a good break after this season.
