Tuesday, July 11, 2006
italy, here i come!!!
yes, defintely looking fwd to my trip to italy. wonder i that nation's still celebrating their world cup glory when i i get there. hopefully, coz i'll love to join in the fun, if possible.
sorry guyz, haven't been in here for awhile. seldom come online n even when i did so, i dun hang ard for a long period of time. sometimes, i just dun feel like writing anything.
i blundered at work lately n today my section leader said that as a senior i shdn't be making this kinda mistake, and that if i dunno how to do anything, i shd ask. i asked but still wrong. i spoke to my colleague whom i asked abt this thing that i made n then it struck my mind that i could have used the wrong size ring. that's why the stuff i made came out smaller. well i didn't realize this till just now. i dun blame my other colleague at all. i feel bad that for no reason she's gotten herself into this kinda shit.
u know, i can't accept what my section leader said " as a senior, you shdn't be making this kinda mistake....." so pple with more experience can't make mistakes la. it is as tho i enjoy making the error. tell me, am i perfect? or, are u perfect?
it's almost a year since i left raffles. i looked back n asked myself what changes i've seen in myself. my conclusion? i've become far more serious. if u're choking right now, i'm telling ya that i'm not kidding here mate. i've become stricter. sounds good huh. ok, the pblm is i dun like this at all. my colleagues say that they can't believe that i can be crazy n cranky. how to? i am mentally exhausted. perhaps a little stressed up. i am contemplating a move from this place. it's not worth it when u dun like urself. is till love myself but just that i wanna see that cranky side of me. it's not wat others said that have affected me. i noticed it myself. i told this to my ex-colleague n she asked me if i liked this new me. i said no. cuase its not me at all.
i feel better after these words. i would like to hear from ya all if u've any comments. tell me what i shd do.
thanks folks.
sorry guyz, haven't been in here for awhile. seldom come online n even when i did so, i dun hang ard for a long period of time. sometimes, i just dun feel like writing anything.
i blundered at work lately n today my section leader said that as a senior i shdn't be making this kinda mistake, and that if i dunno how to do anything, i shd ask. i asked but still wrong. i spoke to my colleague whom i asked abt this thing that i made n then it struck my mind that i could have used the wrong size ring. that's why the stuff i made came out smaller. well i didn't realize this till just now. i dun blame my other colleague at all. i feel bad that for no reason she's gotten herself into this kinda shit.
u know, i can't accept what my section leader said " as a senior, you shdn't be making this kinda mistake....." so pple with more experience can't make mistakes la. it is as tho i enjoy making the error. tell me, am i perfect? or, are u perfect?
it's almost a year since i left raffles. i looked back n asked myself what changes i've seen in myself. my conclusion? i've become far more serious. if u're choking right now, i'm telling ya that i'm not kidding here mate. i've become stricter. sounds good huh. ok, the pblm is i dun like this at all. my colleagues say that they can't believe that i can be crazy n cranky. how to? i am mentally exhausted. perhaps a little stressed up. i am contemplating a move from this place. it's not worth it when u dun like urself. is till love myself but just that i wanna see that cranky side of me. it's not wat others said that have affected me. i noticed it myself. i told this to my ex-colleague n she asked me if i liked this new me. i said no. cuase its not me at all.
i feel better after these words. i would like to hear from ya all if u've any comments. tell me what i shd do.
thanks folks.
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people can make mistakes... but cannot make same mistake twice... =)
I'm also thinking all the prospects that I've in my field.. rather demoralizing.. ahhaha~
brudder, I always tell you, we're being shaped the way we are by environmental factors. you went into a work place with a serious face from the start, people only approach you with serious matters. You go in with a crazy mood like your dear 'student', talk talk talk non-stop, people expect that from her, so she's less serious about her work. so if you notice where does the chain starts, you break the chain of reactions it will change the way people look at you.
I'm also thinking all the prospects that I've in my field.. rather demoralizing.. ahhaha~
brudder, I always tell you, we're being shaped the way we are by environmental factors. you went into a work place with a serious face from the start, people only approach you with serious matters. You go in with a crazy mood like your dear 'student', talk talk talk non-stop, people expect that from her, so she's less serious about her work. so if you notice where does the chain starts, you break the chain of reactions it will change the way people look at you.
i didn't go in with such seriousness. at the beginning i also talked alot then one day my boss, in one her moods, told all of us off n didn't spk to us for days.
i jsut didn't want her to find fault with me coz she really has got terrible mood swings.
sista, if u,ve read the latest entry i think u'll understand my frustration n anger that have been buidling up all this while.
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i jsut didn't want her to find fault with me coz she really has got terrible mood swings.
sista, if u,ve read the latest entry i think u'll understand my frustration n anger that have been buidling up all this while.
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